Oh, please. MSers know a little something about pain. Living
with multiple sclerosis, we experience achy pain, emotional pain, fatigue pain,
injury pain, mental pain, migraine pain, muscle pain, nerve pain, sharp pain, spasticity
pain, tingly pain, and whatever sorts of pain anyone might imagine.
That doesn’t include the pain from injections and various
neurological diagnostic procedures (such as evoked potentials testing, up-close
neuro-eye examinations and the ever-dreaded lumbar puncture).
We get it, when it comes to pain – like anyone battling a
chronic medical condition.
Maybe that’s why these lines from British Romantic poet
Percy Bysshe Shelley (1792-1822) rings so true.
We look before and after
And pine for what is not.
Our sincerest laughter
With some pain is fraught.
Our sweetest songs are those
That tell of saddest thought.
Shelley was well acquainted with pain. He lost at least two
loved ones to suicide and wrestled personally with depression. In fact, some
sources seem to indicate his drowning death at sea may not have been an
accident. Shelley understood darkness and sorrow and suffering.
Here’s an odd truth
about pain.
Those who grow most familiar to it often seem to find ways
to learn from the trouble. Long-term suffering, such as that which comes from
chronic pain, tends to make us either bitter or better. We can ripen or rot. We
may grow wiser or simply wizened.
Not sure where the threshold is, but I seriously want to
grow bolder through brokenness, deeper in deficiencies, and powerful through
pain. I wanna pray stronger, carry firmer faith, and stand steadier –
especially in the stretches when MS makes me unsteady and uncomfortable.
Hey, is pain is somewhat inevitable with a condition like
MS, why waste it?
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Humpty dumpty's forehead looks very similar to mine. I started wearing bangs to hide the lines I got from ms migraines (or maybe it was Provigal migraines)...
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