When I was younger, I used to think of tumbling as a pursuit
for people who could do cartwheels, flips, and handsprings. The dictionary even
defines “tumbling” in terms of such gymnastics feats.
By the way, I was never good at any of those things.
Since the arrival of MS, this term has taken on an entirely
different meaning for me. And I’ve become pretty adept at tumbling. (But I
still can’t do a cartwheel.)
My first true tumble occurred in front of several people.
(Wouldn’t you just know it?) We were standing outside a horseback riding
facility. I bade the others goodbye and began walking to my car, which was about
20 feet away. Mid-stride, I reached into my pocket to retrieve my car keys.
Boom.
The next thing I knew, I was flat out on my back, staring at
the clear blue summer sky. I had no idea how I got there.
Of course, everyone laughed. They probably just thought I
had a clumsy moment. None of us knew it was MS.
What causes MSers to
tumble?
Maybe it’s the whole balance, blurred vision, and heat
sensitivity thing. It could be the random and inexplicably sudden tingling,
numbness, and weakness that can attack random body parts at will. Perhaps it’s
something else altogether.
Still, tumble we do. Some of us could make unpredictable
tumbling an Olympic sport. And it often hurts. Plenty of MS warriors have scads
of old x-rays and scans, showing bone fractures and other injuries we’ve
incurred through tumbling. Most of us sport various bumps and bruises and welts
all over at any given time, simply from tumbling.
Yes, the MS life is
rough-and-tumble.
And it’s a sure bet not one of us is exactly head-over-heels
about it. Sometimes it’s hard even to tumble out of bed in the morning, if the
MS MonSter is already up and raging. But still we fight and rumble on against
the tumbling. So please forgive us, if our tumbling is accompanied by a fair
amount of grumbling. Even so, our resolve is not crumbling. Just give us a
moment, and we’ll resume the battle against MS.
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